movies i can't wait for . . .

when i started flirtin` with the hustle . . .

failure became my ex,
now i'm engaged to the game,
&& and married to success.


it's monday and i'm so damn happy i could scream.

first off,

CONGRATULATIONS to my younger sister, Niece for graduating high school this year!
class of 09`, it's about damn time!
too proud of her, going to CSUDH in the fall!



&& secondly, [not that it's any less important]

CONGRATULATIONS to my older sister ANG for her promotion!




she's now Operations Manager at the gym she works at.
i'm so happy for her!
&& if that wasn't great, i've been lookin` for a part time job so i'm just going to become her Front Desk Manager!
they already need 3 more people to work so i'm practically in their like swimwear!
it works out perfectly as pay back because i was the one who got her her job at the gym 2 years ago when i wasn't workin` there originally.

i'll be too hyped to put on that uniform soon since it will be now worn with authority.
lmao.
AND this nigga that i used to have the biggest crush on, is about to fuckin` work up there again TOO.
about to be a personal trainer and LORD KNOWS i need some personal training!
he's named after a particular island and i think i spoogle everytime i hear it.
i was quite upset that my sister left me clueless until i was about to leave!
i'm so about to get in that. lmfao.
2 years ago when i knew him, i was TOO young.
[he's like in this 30's]
but now i'm hittin` 21 and it's PERFECT.
ugh, i can't wait!

i had such a bangin` weekend!
my friend and former co-worker Mariana turned 23 Thrusday so me and Bee went to Club Los Globos to dance with her. i was fuckin` it up in the Salsa as best i could!
it was cool, but i would had a better time i had been able to get some liquor in my system.
i was as sober as the day i was born.

my little bro had his kickback for this 20th at the house.
niggas got so fucked up, throwing up in our bathroom and DISAPPEARING!
like houdini or some shit.
saw some people i went to high school with.
caught up and mingled.

we left for After House at around 2:00am.
had a couple drinks and a couple blunts, regular shit.
i'm off Patron if i'm going to the club.
i had 2 shots and 2 cups with Cranberry Juice.
i had such a headache on Sunday, it didn't make no sense.
we didn't get in until 5:00am, partying HARD.

and actually found out one of the brother-in-law's homeboy's likes me.
and he ain't bad lookin` either.
so we'll see what works out. =))
Ang is suppose to be doing the swapping since he can't say anything to me EVEN THOUGH, he's seen me a couple times this month.
niggas.


BUT anyway, in other news!

i got my nails done finally, after 2 weeks of air.



i'm really lovin` them.
i'll be sad to see Jenny go BUT she's need to rest!
she's 7 months pregnant and still in the shop EVERY DAY!
i love her.


but that's enough for one day.
it's 11:08pm and i have $$$ to make in la manana.
until next time,
xoxoxo

happy sunday funday, bloggers!

i'm just chillin` right now, got up and went to a couple of car dealerships. yup, that's right ; i still haven't found a car yet. still on the grind every weekend and sometimes during the week. i'm growing really parshal to 2002 - 2004 Volkswagen Jettas, I'm not ballin` enough to get a brand new one.

last night, me and Bee went to see The Hangover.



hands down, the funniest movie of 2009. Zach Galifianakis who played Alan was HILARIOUS!i DEFINATELY recommend this movie to be seen in theatres!

we went to Nnerg's to stock up on pharmecuticals before we head to the bridge. we smoked it the shop and Nnerg showed us this really cute African cartoon called Kirikou. it was mad familar and once we started getting into it, i remembered watching it when i was little. he even gave me a copy to show Taliyah, even though i'm not sure about it since it got a whole bunch of naked women running around in it.

but here's a little snippet in French unfortunately, but you should still watch! it has subtitles!



that little nigga be GONE! with his little legs! so cute!




so on to my favorite subject, TWILIGHT! it's been a while since i've picked up a book and haven't been able to put it down. the saga is SO good! i've read 3 books in 2 weeks! i'm now on Breaking Dawn and my mouth is usually just HANGING OPEN thee entire time i'm reading. i'm actually itching to read RIGHT NOW. i'm obsessed with the love story of Edward and Bella. it's magical.

if you haven't seen the movie, you're NUTS! if you've seen the movie and have yet to read the books, you're 10x NUTS. i promise you, you will fall in love.

i finally went over to ashley's yesterday to see Alexa. funny thing is that we have made "amends" but i still can't bring myself to look her in her face, so i guess we can't really call each other friends yet. i extended an invitation for her to come with me and Bee but she declined and said she was going bowling. too bad, thinking about it now, it probably would have been nice to have her there. she turns 21 in July and wanted me to come to Vegas. had to say no. really, what's the point of going to Vegas if you're not 21? i can definately wait a couple more months because i know when WE go for MY birthday it's going to be the SHIIIIET! 63 days and counting!

me and the madre took the 30 minute trip up to Glendale to visit the Avenue of Cars on Brand Ave. we only wanted to go to the Hyundai dealer to check out some Elantras but it was in vain. We found some but the price just wasn't right and i'm started to get a little frustrated. i'm just waiting for the right car to come my way.

after we left the hyundai dealer, we stayed on Brand and went to lunch. we ended up at this authentic chinese restaurant, my favoriteeeee!



we both got lunch specials. i had the orange chicken.



and moms had the Schezuan Shrimp. both were reaaaaally tasty.
they also gave us this soup called "Egg Drop Soup" where it's like broth and they drop a raw egg in it and let the soup cook the egg. i wasn't fuckin` with it, it smelled disgusting.

around 8, Bee picked my non-car-havin` ass up and we took some movies to my sister's house, and got turnt. I was sippin` on Chardonnay and downing Incredible Hulks while watchin` Stepbrother, A Family That Preys and Eagle Eye. [ I love some Shia! ]

For once in months, I wasn't the one supplying the weed. My sister's boyfriend threw back a blunt and then my little sister and HIS friend threw back 3 blunts! These niggas are like 17! and had the nerve to bring some shake. Needless to say, I was too fucked up and feel asleep on the couch. Typical weekend.

i DESPERATELY need my hair and nails done, and i don't get paid until the week after this one so i'm kinda stuck! Pretty mad about that.

But anywayz, time to pay some bills sooooo until next time!

twilight / weekend wrap-up . . .

so i know i'm not the only person who has jumped on the Twilight band-wagon. Truth is, the stories are great and if you haven't got on, you really should. i have only read and saw the first installment of the sequels but i'm already in love with Edward and Bella's romance and i sometimes find myself wishing for a relationship like theirs. i downloaded all 4 books and probably will be starting New Moon later on tonight. i finished Twilight in 3 days but i think it was mostly because i saw the movie first and skipped a couple of pages. STILL a really good read. i recommend it to EVERYONE, young and old, male or female.



the new trailer for the MOVIE "New Moon" coming out 11.20.09.
one word, AWESOMEEEEEEEE!
Taylor Lautner's young ass could TOTALLY get it.

so i believe July 13th, i'm definately fuckin` with the I AM tour! Bee's 22nd birthday is on the 19th so we're gonna get dolled up and go along with her mom and my sister Jazz. Even better, I think it's on $25 with a can of coke which is an AMAZING price, considering I heard they were going for like $700 a pop!
So I'm super excited and I need to start looking for an outfit.

ALSO,
me being plus sized, I always get pissed going into Forever 21 when I find something bomb that I like but they never have my size. I'm sure alot of other thick women feel my pain.

BUT! Have no fuckin` fear, for FAITH 21 is hereeeeeee!
and just as i suspected, they got REALLY cute, AFFORDABLE clothing that I am really feeling! Chances are I'll be getting my outfit for the concert from here!

heavy rotation, pt 2.

1. hand and feet / KERI HILSON.
2. then there's you / DAY26.
3. maybach music 2 / RICK ROSS.
4. mr. yeah / THE DREAM.
5. tell me what your name is / CIARA.
6. freakin` me / JAIME FOXX ft. MARSHA AMBROSIUS.
7. dat bitch / PLIES.
8. pretty wings / MAXWELL.
9. like a surgeon / CIARA.
10. toot my shit / VIXEN ENT.
11. overdose / JAIME FOXX.
12. my last chance / GINUWINE.
13. miss me, kiss me, lick me / COLD FLAMEZ.
14. what it is [remix] / GORILLA ZOE ft. RICK ROSS.
15. for always / TYRESE.
16. a little bit / DRAKE ft. LYKKE LI.
17. i don't remember / CIARA.
18. fancy / THE DREAM.
19. i'm sorry / TYRESE.
20. holdin` back / MARQUES HOUSTON ft. MYA & SHAWNNA.

happy birthday to my sister, asiaaaaa.
she turned 22 today!
woooohoooo!

we partied last week and we're probably parting again this weekend.

------------------------------------------------------

i'm really tired of bullshit ass niggas.
how can you flirt your ass off with someone one day and then act like they're the ones that are all on you, the next?

and i feel stupid now because i was the one that told him i liked him;
which i was told by my brother was a HUGE mistake.

but anyways, his loss.
bad thing about it is ; he's my other brother's best frien.
all bad. "/

today was the last day of the semester and i couldn't be happier. i will admit i bullshitted and only took one class BUT i devoted my full time to it and came out with an A! super excited and the course was NOT the easiest thing. with a 10 hour midterm, i wouldn't have had time for anything else so i'm pretty pleased with myself. 6 more classes and i'll be able to transfer to LACSN and be on my way to my favorite thing in the world ; $$$$$.

speakin` of DINERO, guess who has to spend her savings on a new car?

that's right, ME! "/

i got in ANOTHER accident last month, the 2nd in less than 3 months. neither of them where my fault, but DAAAAAAAAAAMN! i was just gettin` used to my Sentra. and the bastards tricked my ass tellin` me i would be able to get my car back but after 2 weeks told me it was totalled! that money was for my birthday trip. and i'm pretty pissed about havin` to look for a car again. that shit is like a full-time job.



r.i.p blueberry jr. "/
hopefully, i get some EXCELLENT for my next whip.
i think i deserve it!


but other than all that, my love life still sucks. i've kind of given up as of now. and i've been told that's a good idea and that myy Prince Charming will come find me soon after. i've heard that ALOT so it must be true.



got my nails done saturday.
new place on Fir and Manchester in The Wood.
i likeeeeee. =))

damn. a MONTH!

i'm next to blow ; PAUSE . . .

i can't hear the critics talking over the applause.


This weekend was just too chill. I didn't go out and function at all, I basically just stayed in the house. Friday, I stayed in by myself and Charlie [ my doggie ] while my sister's went to Club Suga and saw Ray J. I wasn't too mad I missed it because they said he was only there for 30 minutes and didn't perform. So oh well.

Saturday, we and my mom had Alexa the whole day and went to breakfast. It was SO good to see Alexa even though me and her mother aren't talking. She's such a good baby, didn't really cry at all until she was hungry then she got fussy. I wish I could have her more often but until me and Ashley patch things up, it ain't happening. Maybe in time.

Later that night, we got some Bacardi Gold and threw a few blunts back and played KARAOKE! It's the funniest shit to have us altogether, faded as fuck and bringing back the throwbacks. I wish I took videos but I performed "On Bended Knee" by Boyz II Men ; "I Just Died In Your Arms Tonight" by the Cutting Crew and I really can't remember anything else, I was so fucked up. I got to talk to this guy I met named Twin. It was our first time talking on the phone so needless-to-say, he got the REAL me. I wasn't shy like I think I normally would have been. He's another loser though. And it seems like I'm always meeting dudes that just don't have it together. He has no car and doesn't have a steady job. ALL BAD. I have all that plus more and I'm just wondering why I can't find a nigga that's on my level. It really befuddles me.

Speaking of niggas, I got to talk to Kendell's ex girlfriend Friday, how fun! If you don't know who Kendell is, he's the guy who asked me to be his girlfriend Monday. We talked for a little bit, I told him that I didn't really feel comfortable having this title [ no matter how loose it is ] and not knowing anything about him. He's like, "What do you need to know about me?" Ummmmm, EVERYTHING? is that really too much to ask? But he signed off before we could finish the conversation. He signed BACK on and I hit him up and his ex is on his aim because he's on hers. But the first thing she asked me is if he was trying to marry me too? LMAO. And that he's good for getting girls, loving them in a week and trying to marry them in a month. Typical characteristics of a guy in the service, because I think they get special privledges if they have a spouse. I don't know! But I do know that I'm not becoming anyone's spouse anytime soon. LOL. Not me.

Anyways, here's a few pictures of my weekend, including a few from my ULTRA boring Friday by myself!



Charlie, my boo, at 6 weeks I think. He's MUCH bigger now and just a real nigga dog.







as you can see my eyes that I was FADED! LOL.


GOOD NEWS! My and my mom went to the pool today and actually had a full out conversation about my birthday. She's scared about me going so we decided she's going to go the same weekend and celebrate her birthday with her friends too. She said she'd be more comfortable being only a phone call away. So I obliged. Now I just have to get hotel quotes cause she might just pay for the hotel room. Hell FUCKIN` YEAH!!!!


But until next time, LOVES.

you might win some . . .

but you just lost one.

so right now, I'm not EVEN trippin` on this nigga that supposedly calls himself "my man". I heard through the grapevine [mutual friends] that this guy is seriously telling them that we're together. dude, I haven't talked to you in a week and it was the first week of this so-called "relationship". To me, it's was null and void on fuckin` Wednesday! I really wonder how he's going to act when we do talk the next time. This is ridiculous!

Something else that's real ridiculous is the the amount of respect people DON'T have for others. At work, one of the patients brought me a cheesecake because her daughter works for a store that makes them. Cool. First day, I left it behind. My fault. Next day, I didn't like the flavor after taking one piece so I was going to take it to the house for my siblings. I did forget it again but YESTERDAY, I go to the refridgerator to get it and it looks like 3 more pieces have been taken out! Now, this isn't the first time someone has done this to me in this office. Someone has eaten my spagetti, my candy and a frozen dinner I had for lunch, all of which they left the empty containers of. So need-less to say, I feel like this is a personal attack. And of course, NO ONE KNOWS who's been eating my shit. All I know is that this is yet another reason for me to get the fuck outta here and get a new job.

Which I will be doing soon because my birthday is coming up in 6 months and it's the big 2-1 so I need to stack chips for the Vegas trip with my girlies!

I will be updating later, so watch out!
Until then, XoXo.

she's like my sexy cool mama . . .

with shades on her berata.
rockin` Dolce and Gabbana with highdrows and a Cubana.






bomb.
just bomb.
i really need this in my life.

Some people however are really mad about D&G making this rosary saying that it's disrespectful for designers "to take sacred items and make them commercial products."
I personally love the rosary, would buy it [ if I had $200 ] and just because it has a designer label DOES NOT make it less sacred.
people just need to get over it and realize that in 2009, fashion is everything.
even religious.

heavy rotation . . .

1. don't forget / DEMI LOVATO.
2. lust for life / DRAKE.
3. red rum / LIL` WAYNE.
4. 25 to life / MARSHA AMBROSIUS.
5. so beautiful / MUSIQ SOULCHILD.
6. every girl / LIL` WAYNE ft. DRAKE, JAE MILLZ, GUTTA, MAC MAINE.
7. the climb / MILEY CYRUS.
8. stadium music / DAY26.
9. smoking gun / JADAKISS ft. JAZMINE SULLIVAN.
10. put it down / THE DREAM.
11. drink in my cup / ELECTRIK RED.
12. flight school / KANYE WEST ft. T-PAIN.
13. cannon / ASHER ROTH.
14. mr. yeah / THE DREAM.
15. uptown / DRAKE.
16. all the above / MAINO ft. T-PAIN.
17. i'm so paid / AKON.
18. satelites / BEYONCE.
19. love you gently / USHER.
20. high heels / KERI HILSON.
21. magnificent / RICK ROSS ft. JOHN LEGEND.
22. rock bottom / PLEASURE P ft. LIL` WAYNE.
23. congratulations / DRAKE.
24. alienated / KERI HILSON.
25. one / FAT JOE ft. AKON.
26. put it on her / DAY26 ft. YUNG JOC and DIDDY.
27. nasty girl / LUDACRIS.
28. t.o.n.y / SOLANGE KNOWLES.
28. smash into you / BEYONCE.
28. brooklyn [we go hard] / JAY-Z.
29. walking on the moon / THE DREAM.
30. promises in the dark / KERI HILSON.

i'm still myself, suicide bars i kill myself . . .

charge it to the game, i bill myself.
and i don't feel ya'll but i feel myself.

so I could've just made a great desicion or one that could possibly leave me lower than I began. This past Monday, this guy I've known for almost 7 years asked me to be his girl. and because i really wasn't taking him seriously, I said okay, but really in my heart of hearts, i was hoping he was. I've had a crush on him for awhile now. So he asked to call me the next morning and he didn't. I haven't talked him since Monday. How is that a good way to start a relationship? After he was the one pushing it! I swear everytime I'd talk to him he's ask me out. He's in the army and when it all went down, he said something about him getting back to normal. I have no idea what that means. But I went to my brother about it [I always do when it comes to niggas]and he basically told me not to put all my eggs in one basket. So I went around saying that I was 10% taken and 90% single!

I was at the house today for a minute and we got on the subject of good artists that can sing and rap. the only two names i could think of were trey songz and drake. and then we got on the subject of Ryan Leslie. my sister's boyfriend isn't up on him yet so I let him see this one video that drives me crazy everytime i watch it. this beat goes so hard.



so yeah, i seriously had to put Quince on game.

also, I'm a big Daz fan, have been for a minute, all the way back to Retaliation, Revenge and Get Back . and I'll fuck with anyone he fucks with.

i am ready for love . . .

Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patient, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready

there's only so many songs . . .

i can sing to pass the time.
and i'm running out of things to do,
to get you out of my mind.


So I met this guy a couple days ago. I think it was the day after my first post coming back, how ironic, right? Anyways, he was in L.A from New York visiting or vacationing or something and we exchanged contacts. I think he was still in town a couple of days after but as of right now, he's back home and back to his daily rountine, like myself. We talk alot! Texting and AIM during the day and phone at night until almost 3a.m his time. He's already told me that he was feelin` me and I'm just like, of course, a cool guy comes around and he's 3000 miles away. That's just my luck. But we'll see what happens. I'm being really logical and not putting any feelings out on the table. He's just nice to talk too. Only time will tell.


Soooooo, in other news:



i was talking to my brother today and he was telling me his homeboy Trason was having a birthday party soon. They play football together at West L.A. and he said my brother could invite anyone he wants. I got so geeked when he told me. Bet I'll be in there, first in line trying to put the smack dap on Trason's fine ass. Jesus!

Tomorrow's a busy day, I gotta deal with my car, plus I'm in dier need of a full set! I've been without my nails for 2 weeks already. Until then, TOODLES!

nothing can solve it . . .

when love is the problem.



ain't that the truth?

Love vs. Money: Part 2 - The Dream

i dried my eyes and i realized . . .

i deserve somebody that will treat me right.

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:

1. I love writing but I can never push myself to finish anything that I start. I have a slew of diaries/blogs/journals and short stories that I have neglected.
2. My sisters SWEAR I have my guard up but I don't notice and don't know how to take it down.
3. I long for a really good "true love" relationship, but when I'm in one, I always find a problem.
4. I hated high school, but I regret not doing well.
5. I used to regret not going to college straight after H.S., but don't anymore after seeing most of my friends back home and in community college.
6. If I could afford cosmetic surgery, I would do it in a heartbeat.
7. I can admit, I can be a jealous individual.
8. I lived in Barbados for 2 years.
9. I hate my job.
10. My sisters' are my only real friends.
11. I should be working right now, BUT I DON'T WANNA!
12. I'm hungry.
13. If I had the chance to met someone now and start a relationship, I would give it my complete all.
14. My standards for a man are really high. They need to have a decent car and job or I won't talk to them.
15. I miss my best friend terribly, but I can't bring myself to reach out to her after she fucked me over.
16. I'm really mean to people I don't know but if my friends like you, I will learn.
17. I'm addicted to tattoos. I have 5 and will probably have 30 by the time I am 30.
18. Even though, I know it's bad, I hold my pee for a long time. Like now, I'm too lazy to get up and go to the bathroom.
19. If it wasn't for good music artists today, I probably would have killed myself years ago.
20. I want a baby, so I can have constant-never-ending love but I'm not stupid enought to have one right now.
21. I definately need a show dedicated to finding love. My sister dares me to write a letter to BET. I think I will.
22. I work with cancer patients and they are all my heros.
23. I love Judd Apatow movies. Any movie he makes I will go see in the theater AND buy on DVD.
24. I have 5 sisters [ ages 24, 21, 21, 19 and 17 ] and 2 brothers [ 21 and 19 ]. I'm in the middle. I'm 20.
25. Out of my 5 sisters, I only talk to 3 on the daily basis. We're "estranged" because of their poor judgement and decisions.

yeah. i could add more but i just saw something.



Dream Big - Jazmine Sullivan

now, i love Jazmine. that's my bitch and I LOVE THIS SONG!
but am i the only one who thinks she needs to stop makin` videos and get back into the studio?
someone tell me.

and I guess digitally imaged videos are what's good in 2009.
i think i'm seeing a theme here?

they love it when you smile . . .

unware that it's a strain.

listening to - drake ; THE CALM.

I left work early today because we didn't have many patients. Instead of going home and handling business, I went to my sister's house and layed around. I had brought my books but I didn't study AT ALL. I might have answered . . . 2 questions. Mid-term is due on Monday so I'll be getting on it tomorrow. My co-worker gave me two ENORMOUS cupcakes left over from a baby-shower she hosted over the weekend.



I pretty much only fuck with chocolate in terms of my men, but this time I'll make an exception because these look so bomb!




So I was able to finally catch up with For The Love of Ray J today. I hear from LaLa Vazquez via her twitter that she's shooting the reunion on the 15th and I'm pretty sure it's going to be good. To say the least, I'm SUPER surprised that Danger is still in the game. I believe that she is Ray's favorite out of the three but she does seem like she has a few screws loose. I agree with moms too when she said that he's living in the moment. And now Danger's supposedly pregnant by him!? SMH.

Me and Ang both agree that BET really needs to just go ahead and give us our own show and make it way better than the "of Love" series. I have NO IDEA what it would be called but I can ONLY imagine what DAMAGE would come out of it.



me and my twin.

ANYWAY, i don't know about you but, I definately can't wait for:




I like everyone so far ESPECIALLY Kyle! Not because our names are similar but he is HILARIOUS! How he flipped out on Milan was comedy and I think she deserved it. You could tell in her eyes, she asked the questions with Kyle in mind and she didn't think he would react like that. But that chick went hard on that other girl, Terri I think her name was. Terri reminds me of the girls I can't stand. Females that catch feelings suuppppppeeeeer quick. It just irritates me to see girls so naive, but I was glad when she admitted it. 2 points for her.

i was gone for a minute . . .

but now i'm back at it!

it's been hell trying to keep my feelings bottled up inside. i decided to come back and let it out the best way i know how, in writing.

DAMN.
where do i start?

for the past couple of weeks things have been strained between me and Bee* [my best friend]. i've learned from my sisters that she's been messing around with two niggas that they have had past relations with. i don't think it's the fact that she fuckin` with them that irritates me, but it's the way she is going about it. Ericka*, [ my 24 year old sister ] has already voiced that Bee can mess with this guy but she still think it cool to sneak around and swear she isn't doing anything with him. The nigga's cousin is a friend of mine and she tells me how much Bee hits him up. The other dude is Angela's* [my 21 year old sister] best friend. Bee knows that Ang has had sex with this nigga and has come back to say it's wack but STILL WANTS TO FUCK HIM. She doesn't know that we know that she spent the night hugged up and kissing on him Saturday, but why wouldn't she? The dude and my sister still maintain a really good friendship and he tells her every. o_O. I said, right in front of her that any bitch that fucks with that nigga is stupid and she did it THE SAME NIGHT. But I'm not surprised, in high school she was known exchanging dudes with her friends and sleeping with her male "best friends". I just hope for her sake, she hasn't messed with any one that I really liked. Then it would be war.

My love-life is still how it was months ago, when i first deleted my blog: STALE. I quit talking to Devon* shortly after that and we recently got back in touch, but only for a physically arrangement. The nigga couldn't even pull through on that! WTF. He's 29 and still playing the high school games. [For those that don't know; Devon is this guy I met while working at the gym almost 2 years ago. Angela still works there and they talk sometimes] We planned to get it crackin` last Saturday but some of his peoples got locked up so he couldn't make it. I told him I'd hit him up later in the week so we could set something up. I texted in 3 times in 3 days and he didn't hit me back once. This past Saturday he told my sister to tell me to hit him up. And just to see if he would answer, I sent him a text. NOTHING. So I told Ang not to tell me anymore if he asks for me or talks about me. He can kick rocks. Other than that, I'm not talking to anyone. Me and my girls had dudes over Saturday night but none of them were up to my standards. I think they're too high but Ang tells me they are just right for me and my prince is going to come and fill them like it in the fairy tales.