Wednesday, April 15, 2009

i'm still myself, suicide bars i kill myself . . .

charge it to the game, i bill myself.
and i don't feel ya'll but i feel myself.

so I could've just made a great desicion or one that could possibly leave me lower than I began. This past Monday, this guy I've known for almost 7 years asked me to be his girl. and because i really wasn't taking him seriously, I said okay, but really in my heart of hearts, i was hoping he was. I've had a crush on him for awhile now. So he asked to call me the next morning and he didn't. I haven't talked him since Monday. How is that a good way to start a relationship? After he was the one pushing it! I swear everytime I'd talk to him he's ask me out. He's in the army and when it all went down, he said something about him getting back to normal. I have no idea what that means. But I went to my brother about it [I always do when it comes to niggas]and he basically told me not to put all my eggs in one basket. So I went around saying that I was 10% taken and 90% single!

I was at the house today for a minute and we got on the subject of good artists that can sing and rap. the only two names i could think of were trey songz and drake. and then we got on the subject of Ryan Leslie. my sister's boyfriend isn't up on him yet so I let him see this one video that drives me crazy everytime i watch it. this beat goes so hard.



so yeah, i seriously had to put Quince on game.

also, I'm a big Daz fan, have been for a minute, all the way back to Retaliation, Revenge and Get Back . and I'll fuck with anyone he fucks with.

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