Sunday, April 19, 2009

i'm next to blow ; PAUSE . . .

i can't hear the critics talking over the applause.


This weekend was just too chill. I didn't go out and function at all, I basically just stayed in the house. Friday, I stayed in by myself and Charlie [ my doggie ] while my sister's went to Club Suga and saw Ray J. I wasn't too mad I missed it because they said he was only there for 30 minutes and didn't perform. So oh well.

Saturday, we and my mom had Alexa the whole day and went to breakfast. It was SO good to see Alexa even though me and her mother aren't talking. She's such a good baby, didn't really cry at all until she was hungry then she got fussy. I wish I could have her more often but until me and Ashley patch things up, it ain't happening. Maybe in time.

Later that night, we got some Bacardi Gold and threw a few blunts back and played KARAOKE! It's the funniest shit to have us altogether, faded as fuck and bringing back the throwbacks. I wish I took videos but I performed "On Bended Knee" by Boyz II Men ; "I Just Died In Your Arms Tonight" by the Cutting Crew and I really can't remember anything else, I was so fucked up. I got to talk to this guy I met named Twin. It was our first time talking on the phone so needless-to-say, he got the REAL me. I wasn't shy like I think I normally would have been. He's another loser though. And it seems like I'm always meeting dudes that just don't have it together. He has no car and doesn't have a steady job. ALL BAD. I have all that plus more and I'm just wondering why I can't find a nigga that's on my level. It really befuddles me.

Speaking of niggas, I got to talk to Kendell's ex girlfriend Friday, how fun! If you don't know who Kendell is, he's the guy who asked me to be his girlfriend Monday. We talked for a little bit, I told him that I didn't really feel comfortable having this title [ no matter how loose it is ] and not knowing anything about him. He's like, "What do you need to know about me?" Ummmmm, EVERYTHING? is that really too much to ask? But he signed off before we could finish the conversation. He signed BACK on and I hit him up and his ex is on his aim because he's on hers. But the first thing she asked me is if he was trying to marry me too? LMAO. And that he's good for getting girls, loving them in a week and trying to marry them in a month. Typical characteristics of a guy in the service, because I think they get special privledges if they have a spouse. I don't know! But I do know that I'm not becoming anyone's spouse anytime soon. LOL. Not me.

Anyways, here's a few pictures of my weekend, including a few from my ULTRA boring Friday by myself!



Charlie, my boo, at 6 weeks I think. He's MUCH bigger now and just a real nigga dog.







as you can see my eyes that I was FADED! LOL.


GOOD NEWS! My and my mom went to the pool today and actually had a full out conversation about my birthday. She's scared about me going so we decided she's going to go the same weekend and celebrate her birthday with her friends too. She said she'd be more comfortable being only a phone call away. So I obliged. Now I just have to get hotel quotes cause she might just pay for the hotel room. Hell FUCKIN` YEAH!!!!


But until next time, LOVES.

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